Okay so I'm writing this because I have some news. Earlier today I found out that my roommates are moving out. Which I was already aware of kinda sorta, its complicated. Anyway, I'm not going to get into all the details of that. The point is, I made a fast decision to just move back to San Diego.
But now, after looking at craigslist in SF Bay area, I have decided to try and find a room for rent here. If that doesn't work out then I'll do what I have to do. But when I decided to move back to San Diego I felt like a failure and it didn't feel good. I think I was just trying to take the easy way out.
Who knows, maybe this is a big mistake, maybe it's not, but I don't think I'm ready to go back to San Diego yet. And I don't want to be the kind of person who just gives up so easily.
Note: I am in no way implying that my roommates are taking the easy way out. I am not being passive aggressive, I am just talking about me and how I feel. Plus I already told a few people that I was moving back to SD and I don't feel like calling them again and telling them I've changed my mind. This just seems easier. Also, I might change my mind back again tomorrow. So watch for a post. I'm very indecisive right now.